The 2nd half of the Valium kicked in. I feel numb, I feel exhausted and I’d take it any day over the panic of anxiety. Sure I can’t muster the energy to get out of my chair. I have no energy or desire to do anything. And I didn’t realize till 10:30 I hadn’t fed little one her breakfast – yes I suck- but at least I don’t feel like the world is caving in and I’m about to have a heart attack. Maybe someday I’ll find something in the middle.