Yesterday was a terrible anxiety day. I called Dr and she doubled my effexor and added another half of Valium. At least today my goal is achieved I feel numb. No sadness, no anger, just numb, tired and no motivation. That’s it and I’m ok with that. If I sleep the day away I’m ok with it. But I am having some side effects double blurry vision and my mouth is so dry it’s like the Sahara. Oh well. At least I’m not hysterical.