I have so many things running through my mind today. I am still running on a “high” from hubby being saved. That will be with me for a long time. I am having a hard time being “sad” knowing that he will be in eternity with me. And I know that he would never had been saved had we not started going to the church we are at.
But I am still very irritable today. I ended up sending my little one to respite. I was an idiot last night and accidentally gave her her ADHD meds before bed instead of her nighttime meds. She was up ALL NIGHT. She woke me up a couple times. And so I am irritable.
I am so mad at myself for making the mistake. How could I do such a thing, so mad. Sometimes I am such an idiot! I am just so tired and “out of it” lately and now I am making mistakes. I don’t like that. Thankfully she missed 2 doses of ADHD pills yesterday so she didn’t OD on ADHD meds.
But I can’t stand making mistakes. As we discussed earlier it makes me feel like a “fool” a “zero”.
Hubby is picking up big one from his long weekend so I guess I will nap…. or maybe not sounds like he’s home….