Do you ever just look around at your life and wonder what the heck happened any how you got here?
I got the results of my thyroid etc tests. Everything was perfect, even my TSH went from 4.08 to 1.82. My antibodies were negative, my adrenal was fine everything was perfect. Except it’s not. That means all my problems are between my ears.
It’s sad to think that good news made me sad. I should be happy my thyroid isn’t shot, but I’m not. That would have provided an explanation that went beyond psychiatric. But no. I couldn’t get so lucky. I know that sounds ridiculous but without a medical explanation it is all psychiatric. That’s so depressing.
That’s all I have for now.