Do you ever just look around at your life and wonder what the heck happened any how you got here?
I got the results of my thyroid etc tests. Everything was perfect, even my TSH went from 4.08 to 1.82. My antibodies were negative, my adrenal was fine everything was perfect. Except it’s not. That means all my problems are between my ears.
It’s sad to think that good news made me sad. I should be happy my thyroid isn’t shot, but I’m not. That would have provided an explanation that went beyond psychiatric. But no. I couldn’t get so lucky. I know that sounds ridiculous but without a medical explanation it is all psychiatric. That’s so depressing.
That’s all I have for now.
The Things We Hide Inside 
I totally understand how having your levels “off” would have been better than having everything be right where it should be. Having something to try medically that might eliminate your symptoms would have definitely been exciting. I know my son’s levels were way off, and his symptoms are better with his medication, but they are not gone. 😦 I am hoping more time and getting into more social situations will work for him.
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That’s exactly it because now I know it’s all psychological although we don’t know why my Thyroid is fluctuating so much.
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