Am I the only one who feels. Like they are failing at this parenting thing? Am I the only one forgetting to extend grace and yelling instead? Am I the only one who often dreams of running away- but knows she’d miss her kids and husband too much?
I have had a bad couple weeks. Depression is weighing me down like an anchor. Anxiety, OCD and intrusive thoughts run my life. I am severely lacking in short term memory….. so much so my sister noticed.
Shouldn’t I see some improvement? It’s been like 9 months. And nothing, worse if anything. I’m so sick of being like this. Mood swings, anger, sadness, apathy, panic… what’s it going to take to make it go away?????